Sor my blog 2

 完完全全忘記這個blog的存在。

再看回以前的post, 現在我正在實習en轉rn. Haha...世間真變幻

我亦已經結了婚，家裡有養猫......

這當是更新一下自己狀況

下次再看到這個blog時都不知何時何日

一篇意想不到的文章

摩托羅拉公司應徵員工一生受用的題目!!!其中的一題！
你開著一輛車，在一個暴風雨的晚上，經過一個車站，有3個人正在等公共汽車。
一個是快要死的老人，好可憐的！
一個是醫生，他曾救過你的命，是大恩人，你做夢都想報答他！
還有一個女人(男人)，她(他)是那種你做夢都想娶(嫁)的人，
...

也許錯過就再也沒有了!

但是你的車只能坐一個人，你會如何選擇呢？請解釋一下你的理由。想一想，再往下看……不要偷看答案喔！

每個人的回答，都有他自己的原因……
老人快要死了，你應該先救他，然而，每個老人最後都只能死，做為他們的終點站。

你先讓那個醫生上車，因為他救過你，你認為這是個機會報答他。同時，有些人認為可以在將來某個時候去報答他。

但是，你一旦錯過了這個機會，你可能永遠不會遇到一個，讓你這麼心動的女人(男人).

在200多位應徵者中，只有1個人被雇用了，
他並沒有解釋他的理由，他只是說了以下的話:

『給醫生車鑰匙，讓他帶著老人去醫院，
而我則留下來，陪我的夢中情人一起等公車！』

每個我認識的人都認為以上的回答是最好的，
但沒有一個人(包括我在內)一開始就想到!
是否因為……我們從未想過要放棄我們手中已經擁有的優勢(車鑰匙)?有時，如果我們能放棄一些固執、狹隘和優勢.
我們可能會得到更多!!

愛情小感

甚麼是愛情?
我從來都不相信一見鐘情
除非那人有非凡的優點, 例如樣靚, 身材正, 權力高
不然我們這樣的平民才不會像小說或電影一樣出現一見鐘情這種事
就我看來, 愛情是一點一點累積下來的東西
是兩人經歷了不同的事情
彼此包容, 體諒對方的不足
成就出一般人口中的愛情
在艱苦的時候, 就算眾人數說你的不是, 他依然支持著你
這樣的人我相信可以依靠著他渡過一生
這就是我的愛情

Dear gradma

Beautiful flowers are accompanied with you. Hope you are not alone at night. We are pleasure of all your giving love and care. Thank you.

轉貼《北京2008》的油畫 by劉溢

【轉】正面下方，背後有紋身的亞裔女子，是中國。
左手打牌打得聚精會神的，是日本。
穿著上衣側頭的是美國。
躺得很淫蕩的，是俄羅斯。
旁邊站著的小女孩，則是臺灣。

這幅叫作《北京2008》的油畫，
最近在西方社會以及網路世界引發的口水已經比畫家所用的顏料多出千倍。
畫家是劉溢，一個去了加拿大的中國人。
有意思的是這張圖名字叫北京2008，
畫的卻是四個女人打麻將，其實隱藏著很深的含義在裏面。

中國碰了「東風」，有兩層意思，
一是中國借了東風再崛起；
二呢，「東風導彈」是中國已經擺檯面上的有力武器
中國一方面形勢好像不錯，但不知道其他的牌如何，
而她又在牌桌下做著小動作。

美國一副成竹在胸的樣子，看著臺灣，表情很耐人尋味，
一方面是想從臺灣的表情裏讀懂些什麼，
一方面眼神又在給臺灣做暗示。

俄羅斯一副漠不關心的樣子，其實不然。
一邊腳勾搭著美國，一邊在給中國遞牌，
兩國可以說是在暗中互相交換利益。

日本人一本正經看著自己的那副牌，
全然不知道別人在做些什麼動作，
只顧著打著自己的牌。

臺灣身穿紅肚兜，意思是中華文明的真正繼承者。
臺灣一手拿著水果一手拿著水果刀，
表情陰鬱而憤恨的看著中國，
但沒辦法，他不入局，無論最終誰勝利，他都只能幫別人切水果。

窗外河邊烏雲密佈，暗示海峽兩岸局勢危機，一觸即發。
牆上的掛像也很有意思，孫中山的鬍子，蔣介石的光頭，毛澤東的長相。

四個女子的著裝，
中國光著上身，下邊一條裙子一條內褲。
美國一件外套一件內衣，下身卻光著。
俄羅斯只剩一條內褲了。
日本已經什麼都不剩了。
道盡各國局勢的寫照。

美國衣著看上去最整齊，實力也最強大，
其他幾人均有點衣不蔽體，
但美國貌似光鮮，但卻其實已經暴露了自己的底線，
而中國和俄羅斯雖然貌似赤裸，但關鍵陰私卻藏住了。

假設這局牌是賭脫衣服的，誰輸了誰脫。
一局牌打下來，中國輸，則淪落到如今俄羅斯的地步（跟蘇聯解體情況相當）
美國輸，也會淪落到俄羅斯的地步，
俄羅斯再輸，則徹底淪落到一無所有。
而日本，其實已經一無所有了；
俄羅斯貌似相公在陪打，其實俄羅斯是在和中國換牌，
真正陪打的是日本，因為她已經沒東西可輸了，而且一輸就立刻出局。

總結就是，美國最假正經，看上去最光鮮，但其實危機不小，如果打輸這一局，他就得交出霸主的地位。
俄羅斯兩邊勾搭，最是陰險狡詐，情況有點類似解放後的中國，一會兒倒向蘇聯一會兒倒向美國，因為自身實力不濟，只能在兩邊搖擺以求得生存和發展。

中國的牌有太多看不見，說明中國隱藏了很多實力？而且桌面下又和俄羅斯在換牌，而美國人卻只能從臺灣的表情上去揣測中國和俄羅斯幹了些什麼。
日本人則一無所知，繼續打著自己的牌。

臺灣，冷眼旁觀，桌上這些人在搞什麼她都看見了，心裏也清楚，可是她沒有入局的資格和能力，也沒有說話權，心懷不滿也無濟於事，只能乖乖做丫頭，給勝利者獻上水果。

勝利者應該在中國和美國之間產生，這個懸念不大。
但要看清楚，美國儘管實力強，但她們玩的是中國麻將，不是西方撲克，
按中國人的規矩玩牌，美國人的勝算又有多少？

Oh~ lovely Alli cat

I have been post an article about Allison Harvard after ANTM cycle 12
i am her fans just after watching the show
she is so high fashion and unique
so when she back in American next top model All stars cycle
i am so excited, i watch the show online that i have not did before
i am eager to see her win

but at the last, lisa got the winner, and allison get the winner up again
so sad, but i still love her
the above lisa's photo is really great, ok
but she is old, and her manner is too over

and then the confusion of the finale show about angelea disqualified
i am so interest to know the reason
and it said angelea leaked out "she is the winner" in her facebook before the show air
.....................WHAT? she win? impossible!!!
she is so annoying, unprofessional, none!! amazing photo
if she win, all gods death, not tyra bank, is tyra blind

the best is still allison

i want to see more photo of her

pls, allicat, get the model job, take the photo and they will all be the art

look forward to see more news from her

弟子問老師: 您能談談人類的奇怪之處嗎?

老師答道: 他們急於成長, 然後又哀嘆失去的童年; 他們以健康換取金錢, 不久後又想用金錢恢復健康. 他們對未來焦慮不已, 卻又無視現在的幸福. 因此, 他們既不活在當下, 也不活在未來, 彷彿從來不會死亡; 臨死前, 又彷彿他們從未活過.

i'm not often to make up, but i fascinate to admire the beautiful things
these eyelashes are so amazing
fairy style, elegant, gracious...
the one like me who not care the make up is still staring on these
it let me also want to make something like that

Squirrel

a beautiful, lovey, sweet squirrel
i meet him in mk, only cost $48
so real, and his hair is so soft (but the body is hard)
love him so much~

The feeling in PY

started the practice in PY four days

just feel some none-touchable stress in my mind at the begining

it let me remember mei fung, who is my classmate of TSA and worked in hospital before

however, she resign because she get the weight lost so much

and i now feel i am in same condition

because i will compare the work in PY and TMH

think i have more experience, i can do much better than others

at the first few days, i just get my intake amount is lower than normal days, even i used so much energy

and i feel something is not satisfy in my heart

i still cannot be a spongy to absorb more water

it is difficult to suit a new environment?

today, i feel much better

because i take up the case back from OT

actually, i only go to OT with EN once , just for send out pt

but the ic let me to take back the case alone

i feel more confidence and know they think i can afford this

so it make me feel so glad

keep cont' ~~~HAHA~

My birthday gift

Yesterday is my birthday, with the typhoon signal no 3
fear of the coming typhoon, fai celebrate my birthday on the previous day
and he bought the purse for me

this purse i had already seen before
my sister introduce this and we are both loving it
it's glad that fai remember what i love, i also show this purse for him in the shop
the next month will be his birthday
i have to think about it, it seems he doesn't like small thing
i only know he wanna buy a mobile phone of motalora
...............but it is so expensive...........

The last day @ TMH

It's great~

they gave me a very well farewell party

cannot say to be a farewell party, but i get lots gift from the staff

fong e buy a bunch of flower, red and pink rose

siu fan buy the KFC as lunch for us

the nurse and other staff buy a schedule (a cassette outlook)

and a memory stick (nurse outlook) ( i belive they are bought by man ki)

yee wan make a little bag

they gave me so much things, it is so touching my mind

hope they will ok without me and poon poon pang pang can get out from there

it is busier and busier in TMH

i get the HA Enrolled nurse

Congratulation ~
i have received the letter of information to be the HA EN
and i will start my studying at 4th October, very soon day
i resigned TSA in the following day, and get the bess from the collegues
i felt the collegues are happy for me, but sad for themselves
the number of staff is getting fewer and fewer, the work is harder and harder
it is really down in feeling when knowing the helping hands are fewer
hope they can have a better way to go

i love this picture, for the illustrated story, "Alice in the wonder world" is what i like most

i like the look of alice, the rabbit, the amazing world..........

EN interviews are over

HA and welfare EN courses are both attented the interview, the days of waiting the inform are so hard.
hope the news is coming soon, and i can resign that place
it is really more difficult and details to do in the hospital compare to the past
more protection of the confidence, more rights to the patient........ be more careful of us
is it really good to be a nurse? not good, but better than as a TSA
to have a change, a new start, cannot stay at the same place one more year
again, good luck of myself

悼念~ 馬尼拉的悲痛

不想再多說事件中的過與錯
無論怎樣也改變不了已成的事實
哀悼這事件中不幸遇難的港人
希望他們的家人早日渡過這個陰霾
望菲國真心了解他們的不周
從中得到教訓
改善他們的社會 , 對生命更加珍惜

不會再有這樣的事件發生~

No sleeping

i have to count how many hours i slept thesse two days
17/8 17:00 i wake up and prepare for my night shift duty
18/8 7:30 - 10:30 slept on the bus and slept at home (2 hours)
10:30 - 17:30 went to interview of EN
17:30 - 18:30 slept at home (1 hour)
18:30 - 07:00 work the double night shift duty
19/8 07:00 - 09:00 slept in the staff resting room in hospital (2 hours)
09:00 - 14:00 did the passport replacement
14:00 - 17:00 sleeping (3 hours)
TOTAL 48 hours - i sleep 8 hours

i am going to be a panda, will i lovely as my cat's look


he is staring at me

Enrolled nurse interview

Oh~ i knew mandy get the enrolled nurse offer from OU yesterday
today, i receive the email that i have been arranged the exam and interview from HA
the day for interview is the sleeping day, good luck, not need to worry the leave
the interview is arranged on next week, it is not much time
i have to prepare the interview, why are you want to be nurse, something like that, is the most common question
i'm so excited, i want to leave so much
as mandy can leave, i don't want to stay here
stay long, the nurse always ask why i am here, wasting the degree holder
actually, if i work in the office, i though the salary is much lower than this moment
but it is really hard load job, very tired every day
i don't know what will be next, but i'm better escape from now situation
the path of nursing is so long, don't know is it suitable for me, but it must be better than stay at the same place
GOOD LUCK for myself~

CosmoGirl!

以前不太看雜誌, 別人買了就借來看看
直至現在開始工作了, 雜誌反而看多了, 因為這是忙裡偷閒的必須品
一開始會買些日本雜誌, 看著漂亮的東西人都高興起來, 我就是典型天秤座嘛
之後, 跟著別人的話題, 也開始會看八卦雜誌, 不過這不對我的味
我本來就是一個對人漠不關心的人, 看一些不認識的人的私事根本沒有意思
這次, 買了最新一期CosmoGirl, 發覺實屬不錯
裡頭的Joven's note 令人深深感受到人的智慧, 生命中的哲思
http://www.cosmogirl.com.hk/cg_article_A.asp?act=&category_id=23&is_issue=0&topic_id=1097&page=1
比起其他雜誌起來, 這本有深度很多
特別是出來工作以後, 突然覺得人需要想多點, 要需要反思自己人生的路向
讀書的時候, 要我想"我的志願", 我也答不出甚麼
只是一勁兒努力的溫習, 為了甚麼? 我也不知道, 或是很敷衍回答是為了將來
出來工作了, 有了一份剛好過萬的工作
但是過了一年, 還是一樣, 自己不禁會想, 這樣一直下去好嗎?
想改變, 又不知如何改變, 令自己開始回想自己的過去, 認真地想清楚自己的未來去向
努力工作, 做個女強人?? 不, 我想每天做著自己喜歡的事, 不過我也不是不切實際的人
一邊工作, 一邊空餘時搞搞小手作, 已令我幸福不已
那不就和現在一樣? 唔.............矛盾也..........
還是靜下心來想想吧~


這是我最新的小手作, lace蝴蝶結頭飾~

文學

喜歡漂亮的東西, 愛沉浸在幽雅的生活
但我自認是一個理科人, 一個文科的白痴
英文經常不合格, 連中文都只可算是僅僅過得去的人
不時用我勉強的知識去閱讀英文書, 嘗試用英文寫blog
期希這樣能提升自己的語言能力
不過自知都是班門弄斧, 簡直是爛到不行

今天去逛書展, 買了幾本手工書, 也買了一些手工材料
買了整鈕扣的工具, decoupage 的工具
以一個手作人來說真是大收獲
但是.............今天又覺得自己很失敗
看了一本"XX改作文" (已經不太記得書名)
發覺如果我再去考會考, 可能退步至得個F
eg: 如果找不到適合的話就不可以了 (看不出有咩問題)
答案: 如果找不到適合的話就不行了
eg2: 小狗肚子不好, 又吐又瀉
答案: 小狗肚子出了毛病, 又吐又瀉
eg3: 我不記得XXXX了
答案: 我忘記XXXX了
一直認為"唔"這個字眼是口語, 不能寫, 自己不會犯這樣的錯誤
但原來"不可以", "不好" 也是口語, 看來我的作文會滿是紅圈了

自己不是一個少看書的人, 也很喜歡看愛情小說, 但就是少咀嚼別人的文字
看了只看到內裡的意思, 沒有看到寫作人對事物細緻的描寫, 每一句都是有心思的編排
這或許就是我怎麼看書, 寫文都不見得有提升能力的原因
看來要重頭看過書本一遍了

Lonely

lonely....
i have no friends, only have colleague, that's all
i will not receive any phone call from the people i know, except my boyfriend
"classmates" this term is already a past vocabulary
no invitation during the festival, that is my life
a big wrong choice will make you lost all the friends

it is really very lonely during festival
and today i feel it again
one of the university classmate get married
i am looking forward to go to see the wedding and give them my bless
but just the two days before the wedding
i get notice i cannot get the invitation, only invite my boyfriend, also my classmate
SO DISAPPOINTED
i have already thought what i dress, what i wear
want to buy a new shoe today
but they didn't invite me
they forget me? hate me? fear of me?..................
i want to see them to know what they think
but i don't have any opportunity to meet them
my boyfriend still told me to be happy that i don't need to pay the money
he didn't say anything
i just want to know is it his decision and is it my classmates together decision to not let me meet them
embarrassing to see me?
feel so sad............... no words can express this feeling